Hello everyone,
Okay so, I’ve been in the biggest funk. I have been working/praying/hoping for a few things that haven’t panned out so I’ve been salty.
And trust me, I know it:
- I know God’s time is the best and it’s only a matter of time before there’s a drastic change for my good and things will change for the better;
- I know that I have so much to be grateful for and some people would kill for my problems;
- I know that the patient dog eats the largest bone;
- I know negativity gets no one anyway;
- I know everyone is tired and everyone is pushing and I just have to keep keeping on;
- I know I need to praise my way through it
Believe me, I know all the b.s I have written in the past to help myself and anyone interested, to cheer up.
But you know what, right now, I am having a moment and I am human, so allow me.
Waiting sucks and I am tired of it…
I don’t want to be the bigger person… I don’t want to brave through with a smile… And I don’t want to keep on keeping on while I watch the progression of everyone else.
I want what I want and I want it now.
There! I have said it.
Do I feel better? No really. But for the first time, I feel real. I feel honest.
It’s not a lot and I may regret posting this in an hour. But right now, my truth is what I have. So it’s just going to do.
Brutally yours,
The Wawa-New Yorker
+1
Truly, this is just me atm but like you said we are humans and it’s okay to vent at times… it helps. Thank God we have an Extraordinary Strategist in Him.
Amen to that. Thank you for your honesty
I was there before and I’m still there at this moment. I just live one day at a time. It’s okay to vent or cry. Thanks for sharing your inner thoughts. It’s never permanent always remember that.
Thank you so much mama… You are right, tough times don’t last but we tough people sure do. It is well
I had this “sort of moment” and guess what? NOTHING happened
so I had to STFU and find a way to be happy to keep moving…..
LMAO! Girl, I’ve been STFU for some time and you are right, nothing changes until we change it and we have to find a way to keep on keeping on LOL! I am actually creating a challenge for myself that I’m hoping will be my way to my happiness and to keep me moving. I’ll share it with you all soon.
I can totally relate. It’s been like a roller coaster for me. Today happens to be one of my good days lol. Just remember that God puts us through things to test our faith and it also seems the hardest when our breakthrough is around the corner! #staystrong!
God got you! 
Amen, amen and amen to that. Thank God for good days lol. I’m definitely believing for a breakthrough for all of us. All na time
Thank you so sending some positive vibes my way Njay!
Thanks for being so transparent as even the greatest people we know still feel this exact way! It is allowed my dear as long as it ain’t permanent shoo!! Carry on
Lol! The moment lasted my commute. By the time I got home, God reminded me that my problems are nothing and I snapped out of it real quick lol. Please see my last post. Thank you so much for your encouragement.